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long time   
10:37pm 01/11/2002
  yeah, so what
its been awhile... i dont update anymore

mainly cause im too busy living in buttfuck ... working at a fucking factory for 12 hour shifts

and bitching/moaning about everything

hell, it cant get much worse than this.

but then again it probably will.

jeez....

fuck fuck fuck you		  
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06:27pm 12/09/2002
  i can't believe it.

of all the shitty mother fucking luck...

now listen, i believe that applying for a job and 'wanting' to get it... is about as low as i can get for job prospects right?

considering i have training, and a diploma and all that shit... it is pretty low.

so, with my 3 years experience i figured i had it in the bag....

but apparently not, since john the mcdonalds managed calls me today, and says the interview is cancelled ... why?

because the last person to do the job, who quit.... has just returned to the country and they are going to hire him instead.

does that make a LICK of fucking sense?

sure, he did the job before... but last i can remember mcdonalds policy is once you quit you quit. you have to do the exact same thing as everyone else to get a shot at that job again.

im just fed up with trying, fuck		  
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11:52pm 11/09/2002
  oh yeah, as a side note to that

i've noticed not ONE of these little attention whores has neglected to include their faces... in some sort of sultry pose.

except one person i saw, and its a guy.

how can they even think its a good idea, in gesture... to do this		  
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11:50pm 11/09/2002
  if i see ONE MORE godamn prissy little camgirl with an american flag.... photoshopped over their face.......  
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07:52pm 10/09/2002
  so
i said fuck you alot.

not really to anyone in particular... well
except when i started yelling about shit

heh, lets see

im drinking some pussy drink here... daves island stinger?

fuck you.... i can drink it if i wat

its in my fridge, i can fucking drink it IF I WANT.

hell, theres lilke 3 in there, cause that crazy stalker person didnt drink any.

oh, and fuck you .

yeah.

i have an interview at mcdonalds tomorrow , for the night shift maintance thingy.

that aught to be loads of fun.		  
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04:33am 10/09/2002
  holy crap... now... im about to bitch and moan here for a second.

and im probably the last person you will ever hear bitching about politics, and all that jazz.

but after reading through most of this:
http://www.blogwars.com/article.php?sid=802

i feel i almost have to vent some anger...

a few people in there summed up exactly WHY i dont give two shits about this whole 9/11 bullshit anymore

#1 they almost always for the most part say something they shouldnt.... for instance there was a quote in there from some fellow about how america doesnt want to invade canada... and doesnt care, simply because they are SO good and conquering canada wouldn't make them any better.

now, i know to say all americans think the same way is very stereotypcial, so i will just say a vast majority... seem to think the same way.

that the states are so much more vastly superior to everyone else, that they can go around doing whatever they want, pushing around whoever they want... and just keep going.

this is why 9/11 makes me sleepy.

hell, the whole idea of everyone rhyming off 9/11 just oozes media nastyness for me.

fuck, and i know most people have gotten over thinking canada is just a barren wasteland of polar bears and beavers *groan*

AND everyone (even myself) makes fun of our military might... but the fact is, we could kick some serious ass if we had to.

not only that, but during the current few operations in afghanistan.... the U.S were bailed out once or twice by us, namely in counter-sniper operations where there soldiers simply gave up and needed up to finish the job.

so where was i going with this.... right

so the next time i hear some fucking american go on about how canada should just 'join' up with america... and everything will be better, im gonna flip

i dont think i know one canadian who wants to think of shitty hell holes like detroit as part of our country.

and i for one say if they ever tried anything, first we would work the living shit out of them .... if not in direct attacks, then in guerrilla warfare.

infact, i can picture if they did attack or do anything, that by the end of the whole conflict (however long it took) we would probably end up having seized a portion of america.

not to mention burning the white house, again.		  
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03:59am 09/09/2002
  bored...
its like... almost 4am.

and im just sitting here... trying to think of shit to do to keep myself unbored
its hot and sweaty as a fucking asshole... and i dont like it.

thinking again, of what the fuck i want to do with my life
seriously...

i did this all before like a fucking year ago, and i put up with school for another 6 months and graduated (thats an accomplishment for me) ... and waht the hell do i have to show for it now? a huge ass mother fucking debt.

yay

and now, im waiting for a manager from mcdonalds to call me in for an interview... this is all going back to the fucking start... i should just be 16 again.. for all the good this is doing me.

then i think well, my thoughts were on the military for awhile.
im not worried about the phsyical part, or the mental part so much
but the being alone part... sure guys are cool and all, but i like to be around women too... and i keep thinking im 20 now... and fuck half my cousins only a few years older than me are getting married and all that shit
they have lives, they have jobs
everythings working out fine for them

even the fucking black sheep crack dealing cousin ... he's 21 i think
he's fucking married now... and im sure making more money than i am, and at a real job no less.

so what the fuck do i do?

im just about out of fucking answers here, cause i've tried lots... and nothings working

fuck it, if you read this i guarantee it will make you sleepy		  
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06:22pm 08/09/2002
  so... theres this chick
and i hung out with her a few times

and she seems to think that means alot more than it does.... im not interested at all really, we dont have anything in common... and she kind of pisses me off most of the time :)

but yet she keeps persisting and wanting to hang out, blah blah.

its kind of scary, cause she offered i could move in to her place if i lose my apartment... thats scary.

so anyways, someone make her go away please.... please?		  
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08:41pm 05/09/2002
  that pisses me off... just found out a nice tidbit of information.

if you know me at all, and about my apartment troubles... you'd know that i pay $420 a month or so.

and the owner of the apartment, who actually owns the whole thing, just came knocking at the door wanting to know whats going on.... it being the 5th and no one having paid rent yet

well, he told me the rent in total is only $1,100 a month

which equals out to about $366 each person..... so that means someone was fucking me over and stealing my money

godamn bulgarian leeches		  
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03:28am 05/09/2002
  well
i havent updated in like... a month probably

and who the fuck cares, i sure as shit dont.

:) love my attitude, love my asshole

still nothing interesting at all to put in here... i seem to have alot of hair falling from my head

maybe im going bald now too! oh boy		  
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01:40pm 23/08/2002
  so... im back from the trip now.

a nice 14 hours in the car yesterday

gah		  
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11:12pm 14/08/2002
 
mood: tired
so, i leave tomorrow for montreal... around 7pm or so.

then on friday we continue onto fredericton...

it should be ok, my brothers driving, so at least i dont have to listen to my parents fight the whole way.

and i get to see my grandparents, and various other piles of relatives.

piles, i mean... piles.

my dad had 1 brother and... 3 sisters i think.

all married, all with kids ... you know.

and my mom has 1 brother and.... 4 sisters i think...

same deal.

all that = a fucking lot of people showing up.

anyways, so i'll be gone until wed or so next week i think...

and i'll be having a lazy time eating lots of what my grandmother's cook for me...		  
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07:07pm 13/08/2002
 
mood: lonely
so, since i've told someone one of my drunken adventure storys :)

i figured i might as well share it, since it brings back good memories

well lets see here, it was sept just before i left to come here to start school...

and some chick from mcdonalds where i worked was having a bigass party in the middle of the boonies to say goodbye to everyone
*shrug*

so i came, i knew alot of ppl there... drew came too (old friend, long time weed associate) as well as many others.... and matt (introducer to corona)

anyways, during the course of the night i managed to drink 13-14 corona... plus however many 'others' were passed to me... and a few coolers... a mug of zamboocka (no idea how to spell it) and... 2 really nice slicks (puff puff)

and i consider this an accomplishment of sorts for me... since alcohol and pot dont mix well in my stomach.... but i had a fucking blast ... didnt puke once.... and remember most of the night!

but i managed to make a fool of myself, had a shot for shot fight with a big dude i knew named jordan d, heh... he's the son of the local cop sgt... anyways, that was fun... i managed to make him whine cause it hurt haha

what else, everoyne called me david putty the next day/week
cause i was giving out handshakes like every 5 seconds throughout the night
it was fun... i can remember it... just walking up to ppl numerous times and holding out my hand
they thought it was great.

oh, and just before i left matt goes and wanders into the forest nearby lol
i had to leave but i went for a trek through the forest with 5 other drunken lads trying to find him
lol

all good fun

oh, and when i got home the next morning.. or woke up or whatever, inoticed my pants had the ass ripped out of them... so i have no idea how long i was running around without an ass in my pants... but it was still funny :)		  
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keep me in the dark even longer why dont'cha   
07:04pm 12/08/2002
  godamn... so today was the day buddy was moving out.. and the other guy was supposed to be moving in etc etc.

so, since i've been here way longer than the second guy, i decided to take the bigger room which is now empty... makes sense.

so i spend half the day moving ALL my shit into the other room, running cables and all that shit for the internet...

now im relaxing and chatting away, and they BOTH come back here at 7... and proceed to tell me it wasnt MY choice to make about who gets what rooms... it was the OWNERS choice... funny... the whole 9 months i've been here i havent seen any of this owner.. not one piece.. phone call, anything.

nice of them to tell me that now , since i already stated my claim to the room.

fuckers,

and then he goes on to say that the second guy living here, is thinking of buying the whole apartment, 3 rooms...

so what the hell does that mean for me?

i REALLY wish people wouild tell you these kinds of things, you know...

like if you are going to be out of a place to live in a month?

godamn		  
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monday   
12:29pm 12/08/2002
  well... lets see...
umm

today is supposed to be everyone moving out and around... so we'll see how that goes, since buddy still hasn't shown up to pay his rent yet.

i need someone to help me MOVE EVERYTHING godamnit, theres alot of little shit to move.		  
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10:25pm 09/08/2002
  this thing is still here?

suppose i could enter something...

might have a job interview at bestbuy in a few weeks, but i have to travel to fredericton first... it is my grandparents 50th anniversary , both on my dad's and mom's side... at least its easier that way...
plus i haven't seen them in a long time, years.

oh well, still scrounging money where it is needed, godamn leeches need money all the time from me.		  
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piss off   
11:24am 26/07/2002
 
mood: pissed off
doesn't it just piss you right the fuck off.. when someone doesn't even have the common courtesy to CALL YOU and TELL YOU when they can't even meet you where they are supposed to?

fucking 2 hours after someone was supposed to be here, I HAVE TO CALL THEM to find out they blah blah blah blah.

fucking christ.		  
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what to do   
08:37pm 24/07/2002
 
mood: pessimistic
i cleaned up the other day, two days ago i think.
my desk is all organized... etc...
i have rogers cable now, so broadband is back.
i look at my desk, and see how much potential i have to do something, and accomplish something
yet i can't think of anything		  
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zap   
04:15pm 24/07/2002
 
mood: lethargic
so, does anyone actually read here? or my iam page?

i don't think there is much point to keeping either, sure i haven't updated my lj in like weeks.... but who would read it anyways?

bah... lets go defrost some hamburger meat		  
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yessir! bum-darts sir!   
03:41pm 03/07/2002
 
mood: groggy
well, let me see here... *shuffles papers*

i went to the bank to pay my rent yesterday, the foolish teller signed me up for overdraft credit on my acocunt... $100

then i skipped to the grocery store, and promptly overdrew my account :)

haha, i swear.. they should have known better... having looked at my money history.

my two characters got killed last night, one while trying a PvP kill *sigh* and the other got butchered by a rather large and beastly monster....

Ah well, I'll be able to resume plundering tonight.

Which brings me to my next point.... I think i'm gonna be VERY tired for the next few days, as well as very strict and snappy at attention.

Ever heard of America's Army? its coming, a small (yet rather large) portion of the full game is being released TONIGHT at 3am, or 0001 Zulu time.

Its FREE, developed by the U.S Army, has infinate funding for the next FIVE years.

WOW, can anyone say ultimate soldier simulator?

I sure can, and it promises to be excellent...

The newest version of the Unreal Engine *drool*
TRAINING! ... no more n00b's taking everyone out... first they have to go through recruit training :)

And the most promising part.... in later additions, Sniper, Airborne, and Ranger training.

Damn... and we are assured only a few will actauly qualify for sniper training, and then only a few will actually pass from there.

Anyone else shitting their pants?		  
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